Little emotion

To myself:

Recently, I have had so much thoughts in my mind that I wished I could share, but ended up keeping all to myself. Little things occurs in life gradually impacts so much on me, be it inner or outer part of me. Perhaps words simply cannot describe how I feel. I wish... I wish to ride on a time machine, and go back to the time where I was surrounded by laughter and bunch of lovely people.

I am gonna be a graduate so soon and literally undergoing so much stress for lots of things. I have high expectations in many things, and always think of achieving higher. I know, I will need to put more and more efforts.

I lost my confidence; I became panic and sensitive; even small matters could trigger my anger. It is time for me to pull myself out from what I am going through. It is time to step out of my comfort zone and figure out ways to make myself a better person. Instead of putting so much attention at the wrong place, I shall see the bigger picture.

I'll be back, with a stronger Zi Shuang, in every way.

有时心很痛，却对谁都开不了口。

London Getaway

前些时候家里发生了场水灾，所幸家人朋友皆平安，可突如其来的天灾带来了太多的变化，太多的不如意事。

得知水淹入家时彻夜难眠，只恨当时没能陪在家人身边，出一份力。大水毁了几乎所有东西，就连伴我长大的钢琴也毁于水灾中。就当作是一切都重新开始吧，相信乐观面对，事情会更好。

八月份和好姐妹去了趟英国，长长见识，嘻嘻。最喜欢的莫过于他们的文化素质，人们都很亲切、乐于助人。地铁站随处可见人拉小提琴、弹吉他，每天去学校的路上总能享受小小的演奏，不失为一件幸福的事。

伦敦有着许多博物馆、公园和market。待在大大小小的皇家公园， 谧静得让人无法相信置身于喧嚣的城市。

觉得用这个超划算的。因为要联络组员和做project，所以通讯和网络绝不能缺，哈哈。好像也有卖10英镑的，也都是无限上网。

伦敦的交通很完善，无论地铁巴士都很舒服，而且很方便！因得在伦敦待一个月，便买了monthly pass。

 市中心到处可见Mark and Spencer，常常会买面包或三文治，超好吃的。

 古老和新颖的建筑挨着伫立于伦敦中心。

 终于能够亲眼见到Gherkin Tower :')

 伦敦唐人街！食物很棒，可价钱却不便宜啊。

正巧赶上了Carnival Festival，黑人的一个庆典，然而貌似全伦敦的人都来了，当天真的好拥挤~

 学校还带了我们去看跳舞比赛，叫什么节目来着，忘了。。。

 英国的玫瑰很便宜，也很多选择，真后悔当时没给自己买束花。

 Regent Park 里面有一大片玫瑰花园，到处都是玫瑰花香，是个去了还会想再去的地方！

Chillax! :p

去年本想po的 哈哈哈，太忙结果忘了。

Kuching, Sarawak

So yeah, I paid a visit to Kuching for the very first time.

到处可见猫石像，所以才称之为猫城吧？

人猿壁画

马中公园

到砂劳越一定要试试的Sarawak kolomi, teh c peng special & kompia! 真的很好吃，每一天都吃得好撑，哈哈。

这里最特别的不外乎殖民时期的建筑吧。

几天的时间根本不足以explore这个地方。相信我还会再来，吃上更多美食，到更多地方去玩，呵呵。若要多接近大自然、安静地度假，这里绝对会是个很好的地方。