30.6.10

It's kinda tired to draw people's attention

“珍惜身边的人事物”—我常读到的句子。

人生无常,一个好端端的人可能溘然从这世界消失。我熟知这道理,然而却不曾实践。的确,久了的感情就像白开水那样,习惯了,就不懂得珍惜。

希望,我不再随便生气。因为生气易老伤身,伤己伤人。 =)

There's a point in your life when u get tired of tried to fix everything and trying to make everyone happy. when u finally decided to quit, it's NOT giving up. It's reaslizing you dont need certain people and the bullyshit they bring to your life.

Yes, I should make the one who worries about me laugh instead of making the one who doesn't really care about me happy. I happen to be the stupidest person but it will be not longer. I learn from my mistakes and I learn to love, even sometimes when I feel sad.

Don't care how others look at you, but put those who always concern and faith to you in the deepest of the heart.

16.6.10

My holidays

I watched lots of movies during the holidays! The movie that I love the most is Twilight! I've also watched ep2 New Moon, I love it too. Gosh, I can't wait to watch Eclipse which is gonna on screen on 30 June!

Sister came back from Batu Pahat and brought back many chocolates and cookies. Recently, I enjoy my H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.S by having a packet of kinder bueno each day! Hohoho x)

I folded a red rose and wonder where shall I put it. I've made a hand-made-birthday-card for my friend, hehe. Hope that she will like it.

"Stars twinkled in the sky, but even the brightest star couldn't help her in the darkest hour." A sentence from a book that I've read. Somehow I know how it feels.

I didn't use my time wisely. No matter how hard I tried to change my bad habit, nothing works. At first I thought I will spend my holidays on reading books and study, however none of my thoughts becomes reality, haha. It's ok, I will work hard after this. Perhaps tomorrow or day after tomorrow or... I know I can do it, no worries!!

7.6.10

I couldn't feel my life

I don't know what is my life for, I spend most of my time doing those useless things. I don't know the ways toward my future, I don't know what should I do so that I can feel my life, so that my life could be meaningful.

Spend almost the whole day keeping the stuffy room but it's still messy! What can I do? I'm that kinda stupid feller who don't know how to do household chores. Well, I'm lazy to learn. Hehehe

"Ops, it's late." "So what? Who cares?" "Sleep now" "No way, I'm gonna stay up the whole night!" "Sleep now!!"(angry) "Okay..."(shivering)

the conservation between the angle and the evil
ekekek :D

Goodnight world

5.6.10

Mumbling

Sometimes I feel that I'm so useless because I can't do anything well. Hmm, not even one. I can give so many excuses and spend the whole day watching movie instead of completing my job.

I must make sure the floor is clean and without books before my sister comes back home. Need to be hurry ='(

Action should be taken!

I've been played computer games for almost 2 hours and I realized that I didn't even do anything that gives me benefits! Gosh, I've been addicted to the games!

To do list :
1. clean my room
2. arrange the books nicely
3. practice piano (it had been more than 2 weeks I never touch it)
4. read the novels


Hey, I miss you :)

4.6.10

Life goes on


From now on, I'm trying to hold every moment and everything in my life tight! Despite of saving those precious memories in my mind, I might capture all of them down! Yes, I don't want to forget any part of my life.

I am learning to love my life, give me a hand. =)

PS : Imagine how messy is my room! It's exactly like the picture above, but my room is full of books on the floor. It's time to clean it up!