vacation @ Singapore

all candies are mine!

chocolates are the must!

stayed in Hard Rock Hotel

the New York Street :)

he is cute, isn't he? (we were celebrating Christmas Eve)

Staying in Singapore was like heaven, I wish those precious moments will never end! Thus, it is the worst thing to return home, especially when I meet those brainless gossipers! Can't they disappear from the world? Or just never appear in front of me?! They spoil my mood! I HATE them. I really do.

Captured in Orchard Road

 Yea, LIVE LAUGH LOVE. I'll get away from them someday! I know I can!

Few more days to go and there comes year 2011, Happy New year!

:)

必须花这么大的力气与悲伤搏抗，又要这么坚定的保留记忆，才能获取快乐啊。

像孩子一样快乐，是一个成年人最好的生命状态了。

张曼娟

I ♥ 聖誕節

琴谱上的圣诞老人！

再过个20天就是圣诞节！从小就很喜欢圣诞节，印象中却只在小时候庆祝过一次圣诞节。十二月杪终于有机会和阿爸一起庆祝圣诞节，真期待平安夜啊！

老师教我弹一首圣诞歌 Silent Night, Holy Night (平安夜），notes 是简单，但手指不够长，弹不好。

呵呵

昨晚梦见我头晕，怎知醒来还真的晕晕的。

晕了整天，功课也做不了，细数才发现功课没可能在预期内完成 。

今早停电，家里闷，到屋后拍了点照片。

向光的方向拍造成的吧。或许是失败之作，但我喜欢！

本来想到屋外拍那刚出世的流浪猫，怎知它却躲在花盆下不敢出来。喂它咸鱼却不吃，应该是牙齿未长出。哄表妹和老幺到屋后陪我拍照不久，很不幸地下雨了！除了植物，也拍了表妹那副呆且可爱的模样，但懒得upload了，呵呵。

11月的結束，12月的到來

十一月的最后一天到啦！总结这个月的表现，还是那么没出息。我不是来抱怨假期功课很多或日子很闲，因为抱怨 = 无补于事。

看了一部短片Love is All Around, 好喜欢！尤其是开头时，把那些灯光都变为心形，一闪一闪的，煞是好看！再加上柔和的音乐，还真是浪漫，呵呵。心痒痒的，好希望能学会如何把灯光变成各种形状。

前几天，看“筑梦天下”, 才知道许多现代建筑设计师都用设计古怪的建筑来捕捉光。就好像摄影师用相机捕捉光，留住时光；而建筑师则把光带入屋内。在学校上物理课学“光”都懵懵懂懂的，但看电视时看见建筑设计师如何设计透光性高的房子就很兴奋。一直以来对建筑设计都有兴趣，还记得几年前不断地追看室内设计的节目，从不错过，所以后来才会想成为工程师。工程师跟建筑设计师应该有关联吧？

接下来的33天假期可别浪费了！要尽情地玩、尽情地做功课、尽情地学习！
I'm ready to work :)

her dream will come true for someday

哇哈哈，事情并非想象中糟。虽然不是一直以来很想要的，但也不错啦。

要知足，开心就好

I love you, my brain parasite

不能再放纵自己了。对着电脑玩了又玩那些不用脑的游戏，耗了整天

总觉得所有事情每况愈下，任何事都做得不够好

人比人气死人，所以不比了。但和自己比，更糟吧 =v=

幸运女神你可以暂时休息，别在保佑我了。让我摔一跤，痛了自然会醒。

学校安排的考试日期真怪，竟然可以考了三个星期还没考完

那也好，我需要考试管管我，不太稀罕“自由”这东西 x)

人嘛，总希望得到自己所没有的东西

我最希望能成为有钱人家大小姐，要风得风要雨得雨，呵呵！

只要肯“捱”，就有希望成为有钱人，但那时已是aunty或老太婆了，哪来“大小姐”

嘴常挂着：我以后要当工程师！

其实只是略知工程师是什么，并不了解

记得小时候的梦想是当老师、画家，后来没这打算了

等找到了非常非常喜欢及有潜能的领域，再拼搏！

上网看中了很多Palaroid，但菲林很贵，不想加重父母负担，不买了

所以说有钱多好，要买就买。钱不是问题，问题是没钱。

 特爱一句：

青春就像卫生纸，看着挺多的，用着用着就不够了。

07/11/2010

It was my mum's birthday! I secretly bought a yam cake to give her a big surprise. However, my mum was much more clever than me that she found the cake before I could bring the cake to her and sing the birthday song. It was the first time ever I bought a cake for my mum. She was so damn happy, muahaha.

Happy birthday mum! ILoveYou! :-*

考試 = 快樂，懂嗎？

Few more subjects to go and there comes holiday! I know things are gonna be better, can't wait for my holidays! x) Rock for the exams! I'm gonna 'work hard' for the chemistry and add maths. I felt happy to sit for the exam, not because I was confident enough, but the exams drove me crazy.

There is nothing you need to do to deserve happiness. There are no 'minimal requirements' for you to fulfill before you can claim happiness. You deserve happiness simply by virtue of having been born. That's it. Nothing more is required. Be happy. 

這個嗎... Rojak!

I think I've fallen in love with BM komsas! It becomes much easier if I pay attention when the teacher is teaching at school. heh :) I managed to finish the homework without copying! Awesome x)

“让梦想成真的最好办法就是醒来。”  对呀，不能再发梦咯！
“变老是人生的必修课，变成熟是选修课。”  转型当中，哈哈


 梦醒、成熟前，好好来给它创造一番！

God doesn't give you what you want, God gives you according to who you are.

Change who you are to change your life. 

Bizarre Love Triangle

Everytime I think of you
I got a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's not a problem of mine

But it's a problem I find
Living a life that I cant leave behind

There's no sense in telling me

The wisdom of a fool won't set you free

But that's the way it goes

And it's what nobody knows

And everyday my confusion grows

I'm absolutely sure that I'm in the right way :)
oh I love the song!

天天耍脾氣

总是勉励自己要多努力，却拿不出行动。那双手就是爱和大脑作对。
不对不对，该说是意志力和懒散在对战。
靠别人不如靠自己，再任性、不自律，就等着挨饿咯！

“天才也需要勤奋”
在聪明无法前进的地方，勤奋却能轻松地一跃而过。
自认不是天才，还敢偷懒，真是不知死活。幸运女神也保不了我多久吧！

Never ever feel inferior

You might know something less, or you might be able to do something less, but you are unique and hence simply incomparable.

爱要及时

人生不如意事突然来袭时，我们该怎么办？天空轰隆作响，是为离世的两位老人哀嚎吗？
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人，終究會面臨分離，文字卻可以持續下去，陪著活著的人。

生命紀念冊的最後一頁寫住三句話：謝謝您、對不起、再 見。

謝謝您，因為我們的一生要充滿感恩之心，謝天謝地謝人，感謝所有的一切。

對不起，因為 我們必須謙虛地承認自己在某方面是不完美的。

再見，因為，人終究會面臨分離：對失落，對分離安心的放下，瀟洒的說再見。只 要泰然，一切就心無掛礙了。

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“珍惜身边的人”，不应纸上谈兵，而应该付诸行动，并且持续下去。

好想尝试做生命纪念册，给自己，也给别人。

TheNinthDay :)

年少轻狂
敢爱、敢说
错过了 没了

每个人只要都懂得，不要完全以别人的标准为标准，就可以跳脱受限于他人的评价框架，走自己的路。

TheFifthDay

With each new day we are given new hope, new possibilities, new opportunities. Each new day is a miracle.

眼前这些小小的困难、小小的不顺和尴尬，也不过是时间之河里，旋生旋灭的泡沫罢了。
所以，何必和自己过不去？那些让你不舒服的人和不快乐的事，就一笑置之吧。
毕竟一切终将过去，所以种种不快都不需要在意。

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Happy birthday, ah Rong ♥

TheFourthDay

Few good news to share:
1. I'm going for camp!
2. I finished ALL my essays at the tuition (first time?)
3. I didn't oversleep in the afternoon (slept for 15mins only!)

Give up games, give up accounts, give up laptop. Some more what?

What we study for? Exam.
Why are we taking exam? To get a good job in the future.
Why do we work? For our life.
Give up our happiness by having stress in studies for our future?
I can't deny that I have to study for my future, but I've to drop the subject that I'm not interested in it. I shouldn't regret, this is my decision! :)

压力是一种甜点，卷累是一种催化剂，创伤是一种苦涩的咖啡。
Found this from the newspaper, like it!（我总是那么矛盾）

TheThirdDay

Today is much more BETTER! haha :)

親愛的，用你的全部，去展現一次毫無保留的綻放。
雖然無法停留在最燦爛的那個時刻，但至少曾經 達到自己的巔峰時光。
就算在那最華美的一瞬，只有自己看見了，可是也無所謂，不要覺得遺憾。
因為，人生本來就是為了個人的自我實現，不是 為了別人的觀賞。

你知道，在他充滿偏見眼中的你並非真正的你，所以他如何論斷你都和你沒有關係，他再怎麼貶低你也無損於你真實的價值。因此，親愛的，就把他那些冷漠的眼神和譏諷的言語，當成荷葉上的水珠，不能固著也不能停留，你一笑置之，就讓它輕輕滾落了吧。

(朵朵小語)

I live my life, get out of my life with your mouths!

Live . Love . Laugh

The weight I carry on my shoulders is much too heavy for one human being?
"Ha! Impossible!" That's what I can say.

Give some of that weight where it belongs, and have faith that what happens is for the best, whether you understand it or not.

Just give me some time.
I'll work hard for my life, I swear.

sorry for being useless for those moments

Live . Love . Laugh - as what they say :)

=')

眼泪排山倒海，
我依然充满期待。

I LOVE .

I don't hate you, I've just lost all respect for you.

I like to hug people? Yes I do. It does let our friendship closer ;) Anyway, you all are nice to hug!
I can now differentiate who are my friends and who are those I should concern.

I LOVE YOU, MY FRIENDS.

*even though teachers always say that we are not good enough compare to past year students, I'm happy to stick with you guys! Let's work hard together*

I love my changes.

I'll be pleased if I could get rid of you

即使我说了不要紧，依然把东西塞给我、主动帮助我，及那些我求了百遍始终无动于衷、吝啬的人；我知道谁真心对我，也知道谁不过是在需要我时才好话连篇，事实上在我背后道尽坏话、大吐口水。有人的地方就有是非。说归说，请别拘束我。你不喜欢又如何？我做的并非伤天害理的事，更不会让你少块肉。到处唱我就算，还加油添醋。

每个人都有享受生活的方式，只是是你不认同罢了。不要把你自以为是的想法加在别人的身上。

请尊重别人，尊重你的嘴。
自重！

I wonder why gossipers are so stupid that they like to write "I've just talked bad about you, that's why I'm staring at you!" on their faces?
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Thank those who love me! :)

In the valley In the valley

*to love is to be vulnerable*

Things do not go well, I am in the "valley" =v=. Gonna have some rest, and restart my engine soon. :)

Rat entered my room and stole my chocolate! Grrr!! *can't keep any food in my room anymore

I SEE FORGIVENESS! Haha :)

Many things stuck in my brain, just like... uhmmm, I don't know how to explain!

C.O.N.F.I.D.E.N.T

Even when you feel ugly or depressed or guilty or ashamed, there is an inner spark in you which is light. This light is your beauty. This light is your reflection of God. You are a child of God, thus you are beautiful.

Be confident and brave, girl. Your SMILE can light up the whole world. :)

under average?

力不从心的感觉啊 :(

My heart is sick? guess so

I've watched Eclipse and found that I like New Moon even more. Anyway, I love Twilight! =)

Time flies, I change, little by little. Perhaps, I need to speed up a lot, because I've already rested for so long. However, I still cannot face my BM. Urgh, it makes me sick!

I really hope that everything is gonna be fine tomorrow. :(

PS: Dry skin makes me sick too!

It's kinda tired to draw people's attention

“珍惜身边的人事物”—我常读到的句子。

人生无常，一个好端端的人可能溘然从这世界消失。我熟知这道理，然而却不曾实践。的确，久了的感情就像白开水那样，习惯了，就不懂得珍惜。

希望，我不再随便生气。因为生气易老伤身，伤己伤人。 =)

There's a point in your life when u get tired of tried to fix everything and trying to make everyone happy. when u finally decided to quit, it's NOT giving up. It's reaslizing you dont need certain people and the bullyshit they bring to your life.

Yes, I should make the one who worries about me laugh instead of making the one who doesn't really care about me happy. I happen to be the stupidest person but it will be not longer. I learn from my mistakes and I learn to love, even sometimes when I feel sad.

Don't care how others look at you, but put those who always concern and faith to you in the deepest of the heart.

My holidays

I watched lots of movies during the holidays! The movie that I love the most is Twilight! I've also watched ep2 New Moon, I love it too. Gosh, I can't wait to watch Eclipse which is gonna on screen on 30 June!

Sister came back from Batu Pahat and brought back many chocolates and cookies. Recently, I enjoy my H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.S by having a packet of kinder bueno each day! Hohoho x)

I folded a red rose and wonder where shall I put it. I've made a hand-made-birthday-card for my friend, hehe. Hope that she will like it.

"Stars twinkled in the sky, but even the brightest star couldn't help her in the darkest hour." A sentence from a book that I've read. Somehow I know how it feels.

I didn't use my time wisely. No matter how hard I tried to change my bad habit, nothing works. At first I thought I will spend my holidays on reading books and study, however none of my thoughts becomes reality, haha. It's ok, I will work hard after this. Perhaps tomorrow or day after tomorrow or... I know I can do it, no worries!!

I couldn't feel my life

I don't know what is my life for, I spend most of my time doing those useless things. I don't know the ways toward my future, I don't know what should I do so that I can feel my life, so that my life could be meaningful.

Spend almost the whole day keeping the stuffy room but it's still messy! What can I do? I'm that kinda stupid feller who don't know how to do household chores. Well, I'm lazy to learn. Hehehe

"Ops, it's late." "So what? Who cares?" "Sleep now" "No way, I'm gonna stay up the whole night!" "Sleep now!!"(angry) "Okay..."(shivering)

the conservation between the angle and the evil
ekekek :D

Goodnight world

Mumbling

Sometimes I feel that I'm so useless because I can't do anything well. Hmm, not even one. I can give so many excuses and spend the whole day watching movie instead of completing my job.

I must make sure the floor is clean and without books before my sister comes back home. Need to be hurry ='(

Action should be taken!

I've been played computer games for almost 2 hours and I realized that I didn't even do anything that gives me benefits! Gosh, I've been addicted to the games!

To do list :
1. clean my room
2. arrange the books nicely
3. practice piano (it had been more than 2 weeks I never touch it)
4. read the novels


Hey, I miss you :)

Life goes on

From now on, I'm trying to hold every moment and everything in my life tight! Despite of saving those precious memories in my mind, I might capture all of them down! Yes, I don't want to forget any part of my life.

I am learning to love my life, give me a hand. =)

PS : Imagine how messy is my room! It's exactly like the picture above, but my room is full of books on the floor. It's time to clean it up!